Photo: Jo Straube
Who am I?
I feel that I am in a constant condition of change. New layers come and go.
But at the same time - I do have a seat. It can be felt in my belly. In my womb also. There is this warm feeling. Of something streaming inside of me. Simmering. Life. A pulse that is me.
Let me try again:
I would like to be honest, talk without masks, learn to see without filters, listen deeply. And let whatever I do and say come from the heart. That is a practice.
I would like to just be authentic. What does this mean?
I think its about trying to be in tune - with the unique essence that is me. And let that be the melody that is played.
I am enjoying the abundant life experience - of having a body through which wild and vibrant senses are felt.
I am exploring existence in all its forms - learning to appreciate all the colours of the rainbow, every tone of the piano, from the deepest deep to the highest high.
I like to play. And I need it. To be Life.
Who am I today? I often wake up totally not knowing. Every morning fresh, every minute a new eterninty ...
Writing these lines the word “mould” shows up in me.
My mind says: I need to mould in order to join, in order to connect, in order to be a part.
But do I? Or rather - what do I need to mould into? Into something outside of my self or: something inside? Or actually: just continuously mould that which is me. Be in creation. Be the creation.
I like this song:
“I am a human being
I walk on the sacred earth //
I give thanks to the Water, the Fire and the Air
And I bow to the Earth to say my prayer //
Aia aia aia aia aia aia aia oooo // “